typiskt regnigt höst huvud

mitt huvud känns som en slalombacke idag.
allting åker kors och tvärs, tankarna åker på och över varandra, hoppar, gör volter, tar liften och äter grillad korv.
kaos.
usch.
det är tragiskt hur lätt det är att bryta ner mig när det gäller något jag verkligen bryr mig om.


" Just give me a call, I miss you
You know I really do (wooh, whenever you're gone)
Give me a call, I miss you
You know I really do (I miss you babe, I really do, whenever you're gone)
Just give me a call, I miss you
You know I really do (wooh, whenever you're gone)
Give me a call

Everytime I, see you face
It's clear to me that, you're all I need
But still, I walk away (walk away, mmh)
I wish I knew how, to make this change
But is it impossible, am I struggling in vain
All these clouds, surrounding me so I can not see
But still there's nothing I won't do to have you next to me
But all I do is letting you down (Letting you down)
So how in the world can I make you listen
To me, and my heart "


" It lifts you up it puts you down.
Then it feeds you life, then it lets you drown.
While it holds your heart then it slowly tears you apart
And ya know life is what I mean.
If I could, ya know I'd stand on the rock
Where Jesus stood, innocence and evil bad and good
Walkin'side by side
We got a way of makin' up our minds
How could I run just leave it all behind
When it breaks me up inside still I
Refuse to hide and it is just what it is "